Wednesday, April 27, 2005

All time favourite sitcom...



It kinda of sad that it had to end. But then how long can a series go?? Its my favourtie sitcom. I like the humour and the relationships they have among them. How supportive they are of one another.

I know people will tell me that its just a show hence it doesn't really happen in real life. Where can you get a group of people financially stable having a lot of time for coffee? But at least its an ideal. Its something to hope for.

I remember learning some theories in jurisprudence when the jurist gave an ideal concept of law. It is something to look forward to.

So to me this is how friends sitcom is. Its not so much of how nice their clothes are or how much money they are earning but the main thing is their relationships. Currently, I do have a group of freinds but we are not so closely nit. We meet up once in a while and tt's it. But in friends, they are like family.. Its not tt I don't like my family or anything...

I think i'm gonna start my own collection of friends. I have a friend who has the entire collection season 1-10..I think i'l do that...

Friday, April 22, 2005

Current reading..


These books are currently read by me..Yes its very very late but I finally got the time to read. I jutt finished the first one but i can't help it..

Of course i've watched the movies..

A mixture of feelings..

I currently, i've a mixture of feelings...

Firstly, I'm happy cos it friday..TGIF!!!Its funny when i was studying the days din really matter to me cos everyday was the same.Its about studying and studying.When i'm working, I look forward to weekends...

Secondly, Imy life's so tense right now.. My first batch of students are sitting for this exams this may..So pls pray for my students. I can see that they work very hard. Some of them are so into studying that they come for the wrong classes..I pity them sometimes but what to do. I went thru the same thing for the past how many years of my life. And i'm gonna repeat it this for the next two and the half years cos i'l be sitting for my masters..

Thirdly i'm feeling crappy.. Yesterday was a holiday but due to my hardworking-ness i was working for half day. I had a class tt I can't afford to miss. So i was here at 9 in the morn. My students wanted to push it later but i said no cos i was meeting my bf..He came back for a while cos he's a wedding to attend to this sun..

I really don't feel like working tomorrow..I am so tired..I feel like i wanna faint..Is there any doctors around??Can anyone give me an mc..It would be truly appreciated..

Fourthly i'm excited..I've got my new computer..But it was missing something so i had to wait for my bf to fix it..I was all ready with my notes cos i thought i would get my pc yesterday and i could start doing my work on my new pc..

Fifthly i'm frustrated..I can't call or sms anyone from my hp..I think something is wrong..I've been trying since morning..Its not the line cos my friend's phone is working..I paid my bills!!Whats wrong with my hp???

Sixly, I'm feeling a bit weird..Why are the students friendly with me..On wednesday a gorl said hello to me.This morn also a girl greeted me..Very very wierd..I don't teach them at all..

Seventhly, I'm worried for my colleague cos she rushed back home today cos she claimed something but she din say what..Mayb i'l ask her later..

Is this possible??Can a person have a mixture of feeling at one time??Am I suffering from some illness tt can allow me to take an mc??

But the most overwhelming feeling is tt i'm dead tired. My brain is so painful from thinking...

Monday, April 18, 2005

Current music

I just learn how to paste picture on my blog...
I'm so happy..Call me crazy if u must..For a person like me who's internet illiterate this is real cool.. In case anyone's wondering ..This is an indonesian band and i luv luv luv this band..But i don't really understand what he says sometimes but its really nice to hear..

Just some things out of so many things that i don't have..

When i blogsurf, I sometimes come across blogs which display their current purchase of a new technology item. For example a current hit I think is the i-pod. Every where here and there someone either just purchased one or trying to get their hands on one.

Well...for me an i-pod is a bit far fetching..I'l tell u why...Yes judge me if u must..

  1. I am still using a nokia 3315 handphone. no polyphonic thingy, pictures whatsoeva..
  2. I'm still using my old camera which my dad bought.. eemm...10 yrs ago..the last time i used it it got stuck or something and the film is still inside..
  3. I yearn for a digi cam...my dad refused to buy one cos he said inter alia its too expensive, the old one is working fine, its too high tech for him...
  4. This explains why my blog has no picture cos i don't have the thing people use to enable them to place pictures..
  5. My computer at home was bought in 1996. But this has been solved cos my bf just bought me a new one.Just waiting for it to be installed somewhere this week.
  6. We are still using vcd when the entire universe have moved to dvd..That is partially solved cos my new pc has the dvd thingy..
  7. My house has no cable either.so we are watching the boring local shows- this is again attributable to my dad who thinks its a waste of money and the fact tt we'l be hogging the tv all day.

I guess thats abt it to sum up where i've been living all this while- a cave!!!

So anyone wanna tell me why i should be yearning for an i-pod tho i think its pretty?

Saturday, April 16, 2005

My work sux..

What is the date today?? Emmm.. let me see..Its the middle of the month...

I just got my pay today..So i can't bank in my money yet cos i'm working and by then the banks will be closed. So i've to wait till monday before i can bank it in nad i'l only get my money on Wed..Aaarghhh...

I hate my damn stupid college..The thing is this pay is for last month..Actually I got my pay yesterday but they cut my pay in Feb for no reason. BLoody hell..

They thought I took unpaid leave. How stupid can one person get?? So they were suppose to reimburse me in Mar. When i got my cheque yesterday, i saw the amount tt i was suppose to receive without the reimbursement...

So i had to make a million and one phone calls to clear the problem..I was told that they forgot..Bloody hell..I really hate this. When it comes to collection of payment, they chase after u like crazy..When its abt paying, they'l delay like nobody's business.

So finally today they tolf me tt they'l postpone my reimbursement to April's pay.Stupid people..Seriously, my management is the stupidest lot of people I've met. Not forgetting my admin people.Actually not all lah only one person.

Of course I've written abt her here and her stupidity. She is still refusing to teach the new clerk any other work. So i thought the new clerk all the simple things. Like printing, typing things into the pc. I teach her at night cos she's normally working at night and i've night classes. I do all this just to spite that other stupid clerk.

If its not for experience, i'l leave this stupid college..I'd rather find some other colleges..

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

My first experience...

Its not anything dirty or anything...

I had my first experience of being unable to answer a student's query today.

I don't know whether it was because i was too tired or what but my brain just stopped thinking for that moment. The things is that it is not as if i din know the answer to the question. It was somewhere in my mind but i can't locate it yet.

So i practically stood there for a full minute trying to figure out the answer to be given to the student. It was a horrible moment- something i don't wanna go thru again.

At that moment i could see all the eyes of the students directly looking at me and waiting for my answer.Even those who are a bit lazy and couldn't really be bothered with class was waiting for an answer. And of all the times, my brain decided to switch off on me. I can't blame my brain cos i've been torturing it with the bulk of imput that i put in. And my students, of all days, all of them decided to listen attentively..

But somehow after a minute, my brain decided to save me and i somehow managed to answer. Its seriously not a difficult question.

Luckily this was a relative small class. I can't imagine if it was a bigger class.

Monday, April 11, 2005

Things that get caught on camera..

There is this show on TV abt the thinkgs that get cught on camera. Its a good show really..It exhibits that things people do when they think no one is watching them. Sometimes it can also be disgusting..

On one of the episodes tt i watched, it was abt the things people did in the office after office hours when they think that no one is around. A couple was actually cuaght making out like crazy. Another guy was singing and dancing at his work table. A girl was seen photocopying her boobs. The worst was this lady who would pee on her boss's chair whenever she had a bad day with the boss.

One of the more disgusting ones was abt the things tt happened restaurants. A chef was caught sneezing at the food that he was going to serve. There was even picking of noses as they prepare the food. The most disgusting one was when a chef and his partner was making out at the cutting table in the kitchen with all the ingredients around them. They were all over each other and even had sex tho tt part was edited.The aftermath of it was shown to illustrate tt a love making session actually took place.. Eeee gross..

Since that day i'm really choosy with restaurants. Luckily my bf doesn't like to eat out. So we always eat in.

And recently, prince Charles was caught saying things to the interviewers. He din realise that there was a mic nearby to catch any small things that he said. The worst was he said the following-

"These bloody people," Charles then muttered to his sons. "I can't bear that man. I mean, he's so awful, he really is." "I hate these people." Its funny how things can get caught on camera..

So the next time u think u r alone, think again...I hope i don't see anyone i know on tv doing funny things cos they thought no one was around..

before i end my entry, anyone wanna guess what i'm doing rite now??no prizes for the correct answer but merely an affirmation that i'm pathetic

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

The Royal Wedding..

I heard that the royal wedding between Prince Charles and her partner has been postposned because it was on the same day as the Pope's funeral.

I remember when he was still married to Princess Di, people used to comment that their relationship din work because three's a crowd. I mean there was Charles, Di and Ms C.

Now that Di has passed away, there are comments that the the relationship between Charles and Ms C is still crowded. This is because, Di is up there pulling the strings..Hehehe..That's why the wedding was postponed. Even tho Di's not around, she's still up there pulling the strings... Hehehe...

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

This is way better..

Sophisticated and classy, you take shitty-tasting liquid and make it look beautiful and glamorous!!


Congratulations!! You're a smart sophisticated and
beautiful martini!!


What Drink Are You?
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Finally something nice... But a bit pathetic since I'm suppose to be working rather than doing quizzes and blogging..

I reallie reallie din realise this...

I am 51% Asshole/Bitch.
Sort of Assholy or Bitchy!
I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em.

Seriously...I din expect this..I thought I was a nice person..I even like pink...

Monday, April 04, 2005

The thing with templates, work and colleague

I just changed my template...Its nothing great cos i merely took it from the templates available.

I have a confession: I don't know how to change my templates apart from using those provided for by blogger.

I'm amazed by the people's blog seriously. Its very lovely and different. Mine's pathetic..

I actually love it if its pink cos that my favourite colour but its not very nice..I'l try to get my IT technician to teach me..I am pathetic..

I even went to sites to learn how to change the templates but there r none that are very comprehensive. Comprehensive here means it provide step by step instructions. Like my Haloscan.. Its amazing how i got throguh my LLB course when I don't even understand the workings of the computer and the net..I actually thought of taking a course. I asked my IT guy to teach me..

I just realised something..I've been to work for the past two weeks everyday. Meaning I've been working for 14 days straight. I was working for two sundays..Am i hardworking or what??Or maybe i'm just pathetic. I've got no life whatsoever....

BTW i've a new colleague today. She just joined in as a full time lecturer. Before this she was lecturing part time here. She's a nice person. I had lunch with her with another colleague of mine. We were out for abt an hour plus and she started to panic. She said that under her pervious employment, the lunch break was only for an hour.

We told her tt its ok..This is one thing i luv abt my job- my lunch hours are flexible. I can go for breakfast, lunch, tea and even dinner.. But we brought her back quite early...Maybe later when she's used to it we'l take her out longer..

I've to get back to work.. I've to change my time table again cos there's a student who decided to join the revision classes and he's working. Hence he can only come for night classes. This is so problematic...

Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.

My greatest apologies..

I apologise to those who commented my blog. Due to mu dumbness I deleted the comments from my blog. The problem is that I lost ur homepage else well. So I'm really, really sorry...

In case u visit again pls leave ur homepage so tt i can pay u a visit...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

I have no time to blog today actually but my fingers are pretty itchy. So I had to blog even if its for a while.

People may wonder why am I so busy on a sunday afternoon...Well...I'M WORKING...

Its like i don't get enough of my college that i've to come back on sunday..I was here last sunday but guess what i decided to volunteer to work on sunday. I get replacement leave but how great is that??

What's more pathetic is that i've a class later from 2-5...I haven't even read enough to go in for class and I'm now hungry...I had breakfast but I am a growing child so i need to eat again...

Luckily i have a colleague here with me and another colleague decided to drop by to say hi. He thought he'l be here for a while but he's here for abt two hours already. He had to go back for lunch.

So now i've to prepare for class and have lunch...I'm thinking of indian food today...

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The Amorous Rocker

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Me, myself and I

I've been blogging for a while.. So I thought I could state 30 things about myself..So here goes..

  1. I'm a recent graduate from University of London (UOL). I love UOL. I'm doing my masters with Uol again..
  2. Me and law used to be world's apart. I ended up doing law cos I was fed up with looking for some other courses. but now I love it.
  3. I'm currently lecturing in a small private college.
  4. I hate the college. I'm here to gain experience before I move elsewhere.
  5. I love to eat spicy food although I'l perspire when I eat.
  6. My ultimate favourite food is jap food. If I always go to a jap restaurant, I'l be a pig.
  7. Until recently, I realised tt I'm the world's most boring person cos the only thing i surf on the net relates to law.
  8. Until I was 8, I thought that when it rained, the whole world was raining. It din occur to me that tt it doesn't work tt way.
  9. As a child, I was quite slow. I din excel until the later parts of my life.
  10. I was shy and I'm still am. I get very shy when I do something wrong.
  11. Like when my uncle asked for papers meaning newspapers. I happily gave him a stack of blank papers.
  12. Or the time when I fell down the stairs recently in front of my head of faculty.
  13. Once, my dad wanted to go to my relative's place and was looking for it. I saw the sign board but I kept quiet cos I din wanna go there.
  14. I've like a million relatives and my dad loves to go visiting.
  15. I'm a nerd in disguise. People think I'm a bitch if they don't know me. They don't realise that I get satisfaction after reading an article on law.
  16. I cheated in an exam before but who hasn't?
  17. But once I got more marks than I deserved but I kept quiet. Don't worry I'm not like tt anymore.
  18. Today I'm a pathetic sore loser who has very high expectation of myself.
  19. I have no idea what I wanna do in my life. The fact tt I'm a lecturer is totally coincidental.
  20. I do know that I wanna make money to buy myself fendi and LV shoes and bags. I'm a girl so I can't help it.
  21. I'm a shopaholic but I don't purchase on impulse unless I'm upset.
  22. Im too lazy for sports. The last time I played sport was when I was 16. Last year I took part in a walkathon and I came in last.
  23. I can be quite a bitch sometimes esp with my students. I even told them I get to be bitchy cos I'm the lecturer.
  24. I've got my driving licence 5 years ago but I rarely drives. Im quite scared actually.
  25. Yes i'm easily scared. I don't watch horror movies cos I can't sleep after that. The last one I watch was 'Ju-on'- apparently the scarriest movie at tt time. I covered my face for abt 80% of the time.
  26. I can't sing for nuts.
  27. I don't even like nuts except when its in forerro roche (i hope i get my spelling right)
  28. Till today my bf doesn't know tt i've a blog.
  29. I have a thing for dark skin guys..Esp the african-amercians. I think they are so hot and sexy. my bf's not very dark though.
  30. Oh yes..I'm an internet illitrate. When i blogsurf I marvel at the pictures that are attached.

So that's me..There's more lah but It basically says what I wanna say at this monent..

Saturday, April 02, 2005

The thing that pisses me off.

I don't know whether its me or is it the students here. Before anyone gets angry with me I'l exclude. I'm only referring to my students..Not any other students from anywhere in the world. I feel like there is something different abt them.

I am not that old. I just graduated last September and these studnets here a either my age, or slightly younger than me. Its not like I'm an old fart sitting and observing the changes in society thus being able to comment on people. Honestly, it feels different.

When I was a student I used to study very hard. I started studying quite early so that I don't rush towards the end. I welcomed mox exams and tests as a practice for the real one. I did an external paper so our exam so my college did not set the real exams. It was done by university of london.

My students are a complete opposite. They will complain abt assigments, mox and extra classes. What is wrong with them? Don't they realise that it is for their benefit. I mean when I was their age, I understood the reason for the tests, assignments etc.

Some of my students don't even turn up for the exams which is quite unacceptable. I mean we do our part as the lecturers to prepare exam papaer, set aside time to mark their work and even prepare for classes. All they do is complain..What is the world coming into???I sound like an old fart now..

So sometimes when i hear the students passing stupid comments with regards to the college and the exams, it pisses me off. Cos they think they are damn smart. If they are tt smart go and study on their own. Why do they come here and study? To waste money??

I really hate it when they don't come for class and they ask for help. I'm a bit of a bitch when it comes to my students. If i have a class u better come cos I'm not gonna repeat the class for u. even if the attendance is zero (it hass never happened), I'l see it as if i've done tt class and I'l move on with the next topic.

When i was a student, I knew when was my classes. When I miss class i don't go around begging for help. I know its my fault so Il read up on my own..

The thing tt pisses me off the most is that they don't take their studies seriously and when they fail, they'l blame it on the college and of course the lecturer. I mean what the hell right?? This really pisses me off.

If the lecturer is bad, then fine. You have the right t be angry and pass comments abt the college. this is what the students don't see.

Once, I was giving back their assignments. So I'l normally see those who did badly. So a students said:
'Ms, if we don't do assignment then we need not to see you.' this is because if they see me i'l lecture them for a while.

So I told straight to their face, 'You better send in assignments and see me nor. If not you'l see me again next year in the same class.' For a while they kept quiet..

I really don't know what is it with them.. They really make me angry sometimes. I just scolded a class..

I'm not nice as a lecturer. My bf told me that I should be one cos I like to scold.. What does he know:p